Ah! That was me.

Ah! That was me.

Gurdip

Being so lonely
so desolate
in the ruthless Jaw of the world
cut me asunder
slice me through me
shred me
I wish I could be pulled apart
to be strewn around
not one piece
saw me through
and let he sawdust
be blown away.
I wish to go
let me go
being so lonely
I cannot be
what I want to be
what I desire to be
all is lost
all is not lost
whole is lost
the whole of it
hollow remains
a dark black hole within me is
consuming
everything that I had
everything that I have
being sucked into it
I wish I could escape
the hollowness is following me
turning me into a fallow land.
thoughtless
uncared
unkempt
undesirable
here it goes
so do I.